strange feelings

so, it's my brthday this sunday and i can't help but feel just a little nervous. it's a feeling i get every year. it is somewhat annoying, since i'm not turning 40 or even 30. i'll be 28. so, what is the big deal? ever since i can remember, i never liked the feelings i had on the days leading up to my birthday. anxiety, nervousness, maybe it's excitement. who knows....